Another achievement...

Sometimes we ponder upon our existence and wonder what is life all about....
In times great depression, when we are down, when shitty days comes barge into our life, most of us would get angry, dissatisfied, and wish how things would go according to our liking...

Last week when i was still having my major exams, i made a decision..."Don't worry, Be happy!!!"
To be happy, no matter what kind of shit comes in my way.
(to most people: "uh huh, yea rite..... What's so hard about doing that??")

I guess i had to thank the thermo exam, the paper which i did extremely badly.
I was kinda depressed and stressed about how could i not perform considering it is an easy paper...
I was feeling down for a couple of days.
There are still other exams to worry about, but my mind was primarily focused on that particular failure...
Most of the time, there's a book in front of me, but i just ain't motivated to do my revision....

When i don't feel like doing the stuff that i'm suppose to do, i do what i do best, surf the net...Yup, the virtual world which literally houses all the information in the world.
I didn't have a purpose to surf the net. I wasn't seachin for anything in particular. I just had to get out of the exam pressure, and the internet provides the perfect hideout.
I just want to see and read stuff other than those related to my exams..
As i click here, click there, i ran across some good articles... (Most of which are derived from the philosophy of buddhism)

That tuesday night, i was recalling about what i read. I began to contemplate about my life..

That whole night, i was feeling miserable...
At one point, i began to realise that i was actually feeling miserable...Before this i was too busy feeling miserable that i didn't realise that i was actually miserable.
By the time i've realised that, i thought to myself: "Are u really that miserable?? And if i am, does that mean that i feel something?? And even if i do feel miserable, do i have to keep on feeling miserable?? Don't i have a choice to not feel miserable about myself??"
It was then when i realised that i have a choice...
Some say that life is all about the choices we make. Of course, there are those who expect us to behave in a manner, but are we suppose to live up to that expectation??
Can't we have our own choices??
After all, why be miserable if u can choose to be happy.
And i chose to be happy....27th of june was the day when i made a choice to be happy.

Sometimes a person can have millions of dollars or everything the heart apparently desires and still be unhappy...
And sometimes a person can have nothing and feel happy about himself...
Sometimes... people are already happy. The only problem is that they can't see it.
Some say that it's not about being happy, it is about realising that you are already happy.
And if u ain't feeling happy, do something about it.

Seriously, how can we maintain happiness 24/7??
no one in this world is 100% happy all the time.. and to tell you the truth, who would want to be? Thats why happiness is special. Its because is hard to accomplish and once you have it, its for a little moment… and those are the moments that shape your life.
Don't worry, be happy..

Cobwebs

The time has come for spiders to spin their webs...
The challenge now is to prevent the webs from expanding...

Let's see...I should:
1) Clean up the house
2) Organise my files
3) Read some good book(s)
4) Learn a skill from somebody



Research proves that too much free time spent on doing nothing dulls the brain...

Holiday

Today is the day i've been waiting eagerly for...
Today is my big day...
Today is the day when my life took a 180 degree turn from 'Worry' to 'No worries'...

Yup, exams are all over for me.....for the moment...
And here comes holiday!!!

It's now time to relax....and ENJOY!!!!

Examination period

1 more exam paper to go...

Usually, i hope that time would go slower...
But during the exam period, i wish time would fast forward to those after-exam hours, just so that i dun have to worry bout what's gonna come out in the exam anymore...

That is how i would feel during the hectic times.
But seriously, if anyone asked me on how bad those days were... I would say that i enjoyed them... Probably it's because I have more of those 'free time' during the exam period than any other times... Most of my 'studying time' would probably be on spent surfing the net, watching some cool video clip, listening to music, enjoying the night scenery, catch up with my sleep, and stuff which i feel like doing..

Now now now, isn't this a suprise??
People around me usually complain:
about the past paper, on how they could have done better...
about the upcoming exam paper, worrying on what is gonna come out...
about how 24hours is not enough...
about the slumber hours stripped from them...
and about everything else...

and me:
I am psycho who loves to see people worrying about this and that...
Not that i enjoy being around complainers and whinners, but sometimes its just reassuring that other people are probably suffering as well...

Well well, I still have 1 more paper to go.
And by tomorrow afternoon, its the start of my holidays and the end of my enjoyable exam period...

Sigh...time fly fast when you are having fun...
(I still hope that time would fast foward to the end of my exam time...)